What You Tell Yourself

It's amazing what you tell yourself sometimes. I am in Ottawa and was supposed to meet a guy this evening. We had been chatting online for a while now and figured it was time to meet. Needless to say, things never pan out the way you plan them. Not that I had too much of an expectation from meeting someone 'online'. Sometimes I think if I stick to my social life for dating, I'd be incessantly single! I'm not a bar person, and actually enjoy my quiet evenings at home. Problem is, if I indulge in this ritual, I'll never meet anyone!
I try to be proactive when things like this happen. I try to look at it as 'me not being in the right place at the right time', or 'it just wasn't willed to happen'. I'm always left to believe that maybe my time would be better spent in helping someone else out. I just don't know how to effectively do that.
Well seeing as my life revolves around sleep, I'd better get some! LOL. Time to get unconscious!